akajack

should i?

2006-08-20T00:26:15Z

hehe, sorry about the long rant just then... just needed to et that out my system.

right. i'm a guy... a 22 year old guy, and like most guys i'm rather sexualy active... but single and not realyl looking for a real life thing right now.. but i still like to play with girls online and do the whole daddy/daughter thing and i would love to have a full time online lil girl to play with. i have tried this afew times before, but sadly i just don't think the girls i found realyl matched what i wanted and needed aswell.

so what do i want?
to be honest i'm not really sure..
i know what turns me on and what i enjoy. and that is:

being called Daddy, both in text and audio formats.

i like youngish looking girls, i dunno just cute.. pigtails and stuff

of course i have my teddy bear/plushie fetish too and like to watch girls play with plushies and stuff, either on webcam or just talking about it to them and stuff

i also like the girl to "act" young.. but not too young and not too dependant on her daddy.

kinda want a cute and innoccent lil girl but also a sluty one at the same time?

and i also like to play on camera some times too, but right now i don't really have anyone on my contact lists who i could just ask to watch me :(

hmm i dunno,
so i start posting around for a online baby girl to play with or not?

crap night

2006-08-20T00:18:56Z

grr, i really hate my sister sometimes, like tonight. *begain rant*
ok, so my sister goes out for afew drinks with her freinds and as normal i play taxi for her.. drop her off and pick up later

so i get a text message about 10:30 (VERY early for her) to go pick her up... so i go pick her up and as normal we go for abite to eat, only i don't eat this time.. to early for me. anyways, she is moaning about this guy freind of her (long ass story i can't be botherd to get into). and asks me to take her to his house... i refuse cs the guy is a jerk and only hurts my sister.
we go home and i keep the keys to her car in my pocket. she then goes to her room gets her other set of keys and decided to drive off in her car...

now i care about my sister... i don't want to see her in a ditch dead someplace, so i go to cal lthe cops... my mom won't let me so i jump in my car and go looking for her. i after about 20mins i have not found her and i get a call from my mom to say my aister is 2 mins from the house having a smoke. so by the time i get home another 20/30mins later, she is home too in bed.

now i am realyl pissed off cus i told her not to drive and said i would call the cops, but she did so anyway. and as i went out looking for her it has almost cost me money i can't aford (i'm jobless right now) so yeah i'm pissed off.
*END RANT*

akajack @ 2006-08-05T23:57:00

2006-08-05T23:05:41Z

ya know i always start wiriting in this for no reason and i thinking i have northing at all to say, but i almost always end up just talking random crap about nothing and stuff, so i wonder whats gonna ome outta my head tonight?

well, first off i am bored as hell...
no one i WANT to talk to is online, or the ones that are online don't want to talk to me... oh well, lifes a bitch, shit happens i guess..

normaly about this time on a saturday i would be out in my car just driving around the town looking out for mates to pull up with and chat shit with.. or just looking for random wannabe racers to piss off... ok, yeah i'm a wanna be racer aswell.. but i don't go around pretending my car is something it isn't. i have a car that can handle it'self against most "chav" racers... (e.g the lil twits in saxo's and nova's). but anyways the reason i'm not doing that tonight is cus well i'm skint, i'm down to my last £5 and i will probs end up using that to buy smokes with either later tonight or tomorrow..

i really need to get a job soon... otherwise i won't be able to keep my car on the road and then i'll vjust be screwed cus my car is my life outside of my friends and stuff... i know it' an old shit heap, but i love her and i do have plans for her when and if i get the money.

ok, i feel this is enough of my random crapness for one night, laterz everyone( the 2 people who read this)

Nicksy Aka Jack

p.s
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISSY!!!! LOVIN YOU LOADS XxXxXxXx

small lil update

2006-08-03T12:09:37Z

i'm bored right now so i mgiht as well do a tiny little update
not really done much in the last day or so...
my dad had the day off yesterday, so he spent most of the day and night sleeping on the sofa, thefor my computer access was limited. so i got a lil ps2 time in watched Spider-man again, yay.. only another 10months untill spider-man 3... not that i'm counting down the days or anything (only the months)

as most of the people who read this will know, i am SINGLE with no one really spical at the moment. there are afew girls on my "famcy" list e.g Katie (a lil btoo young for me maybe). erm ok, maybe there is only Katie, but yeah.. i really need to start geting out there and finding some one to share my life with.

can't really think of anything else to say right now, so yeah i will update later

Remember if oyu can't play NICE, play HARD!

Nicksy Aka jack

akajack @ 2006-08-01T04:34:00

2006-08-01T03:39:58Z

hmm,
dunno why i decided to bother with one of these now...
no one reads it, i have no friends oh well... i think chrissy does, but chrissy is busy so yeah :)

i need to get off my fat arse and get a job..
i need to grow up really i think...
i need to lose weight...
i need to be nice
i need to stop humping teddy bears
i need to get a girl to love
i need to get real?

i want a new car
i want to leave home
i want to be independant
i want to be loved
i want to be accecpted for who i am!

woah dunno where that came from. but yeah like anyone is gonna read it!

Nick AKA Jack

akajack @ 2006-07-31T01:02:00

2006-07-31T00:11:08Z

well it's 1am on monday morning/sunday night.. and i just flicked channel 5 on to see what baseball game they are showing tonight and i hit gold as they are showing the red sox game, :)

so i was wonderin... how any of us british people love baseball like me?

i blame Chrissy for geting me into baseball... t's her fault cus i used to stay up late at night to watch baseball with her wqhile we chated to each other on our webcams... oh it was fun, we got really excited during the world serise aswell, and if i remember right, i think i called her vduring the last game when the red sox won and yeah it was just strange really, but i loved it and it really got me into the game, so chrissy i thank oyu for maing me such a fan of the good sport :)

and in other news... erm there is no other news... well apart from my new adult cam requesting group thing i started last night... it has afew members now, but not that meny posts yet... i guess it justs needs a lil more time... so ye come join it, if your over 18 that is.

laterz!
Nicksy Aka Jack

just a little bit about me

2006-07-29T22:07:40Z

hmm, well this is my first entry of my new LJ... i don't really know what to put and i don't really know why i started this one.

i do have other LJ but i'm gonna keep that private for now.

about me?
i'm Nick, but i go by many names, my old nick name was Nicksy, nut now most people call me Jack (that explanes my LJ name)

i am a 22 year old guy from England, i enjoy cars and i am member of afew local car clubs where we meet up every week and just hang out really and talk about cars and modding cars.

I also spend alot of time on the internet... to me it's like i'm a diffrent person online.. my online time is spent mosting in chat rooms (Adult Chat rooms). online forums, and just wounding around the internet looking for fun and porn... Yes i admit, i download alot of porn, i'm a single guy... what do you expect? if you don't like that, then stop reading and go elsewhere... i'm plannig on being as honist as i can be in this journal.

another big part of my sexual life if my fetish for teddy bears and stuffed animals (plushies)... before i explan this i just want to point out that i am in no way Gay or bi... if oyu were to do a search on the internet for plushie fetishes you will find that most people who are into it are either Gay or bi men... and most are also what is known as "furries"... i am not a "furry".. i am only into teddy bears...
basicly ever since i can remember i have sexualy atacted to teddy bears and other types of plush soft toys. They turn me on, and seeing a woman with one turns me on.. so i tend to use teddy bears insted of using my hand when i masturbate.

erm, thats all i can think to say right now, but i'm sure i will be adding more as time go by...
if you like what you read them please feel free to add me to your friends list or im me on MSN, AIM or YIM altho i mostly only use MSN

Thanks for checking me out
Nicksy Aka Jack